[Verit]

omg

oh you're a monster lurking in
i feel you sense you i can see your shadow
it never ends it only ever does begin
and just stays on the loop forever

my face is ashen-white but i can see
and you're inside forever gnawing never sleeping
but if i asked it of you, would you keep
the secrets that i whispered while weeping

and then i see you in my dreams so small
so angry hurt and never ever laughing
you tried so hard but you can't get it all
no, not at all; and so you just start bluffing

i would so love to hold you close (to me)
but you're already closer than whoever
you never think that we could disagree
i think i'll let you go precisely never

so pressing pushing pulling day and night
in your cold clutches holding everything i strive for
just-- let me cry myself to sleep sometimes
just let me try and stop myself from falling